Sunday, December 6, 2009 ; 1:37 AM
numbskullknucklehead;
A hundred and thirty seven days
This numbness still won't go away
I said "Please stay"
Just to be able to feel again
Every step wears us down
Taking it away one piece at a time
I'm so sick of this fucking town
Just stop breathing
Enjoy what you're feeling
Believe the liar
And find yourself in these fires
Lay me down on the cold dirt road
And the stars will all grow too old
These skies turn red
All I need is to drive far away
Wednesday, September 16, 2009 ; 1:09 AM
numbskullknucklehead;
I want to move to fucking Hawaii
Oh look! Preeeetttyyyyy.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009 ; 10:27 AM
numbskullknucklehead;
I hate this, it's killing me.
I can't let this go, and I won't. Each second of your absence is a hard stab to my heart.
I don't know what to do now. I just wish this was a horrible nightmare that I could just awake from.
Saturday, September 5, 2009 ; 6:06 PM
numbskullknucklehead;
I'm sorry if I don't say things I ought to say more often.
I'm sorry if I say the things you hate to hear.
I'm sorry if all I can give you is my company and nothing more.
I'm sorry if I'm not the cure.
Thursday, September 3, 2009 ; 3:26 PM
numbskullknucklehead;
Why hold back? Why think twice? It's not like it's never happened before. It never did matter to you before, so why does it matter only now? Everything you knew has stayed the same, so go ahead and take it all. It's not the first, I'll get over it like how I always have. I mean, who gives a shit about the kid who's always all smiles and content with life, who cares about the kid who walks away from all the negativity?
If it's alright with him, it's okay to continue right?
numbskullknucklehead;
And through it all, I'm still at the bottom of the ladder.
Monday, August 24, 2009 ; 2:03 PM
numbskullknucklehead;
So you honestly believe that you've made it there, you're finally someone, well you are, in your own little world of delusions.
You arrogant fuck, you really think that you're so much better than anyone else, you really believe that you know better than anyone else. You always were one to try too hard, you always were one to make me sick.
What makes it worse is that you actually believe that people actually give a shit about you.
I pray you die.
